Nunca lo vas a poder entender

Sabes lo que vale la pena luchar?
Cuando no vale la pena morir?
Esto te quita el aliento?
Y te sientes a ti mismo sofocado?
El dolor pesa como el orgullo?
Y buscas un lugar para esconderte.

You have to be strong

My breath smells like a thousand fags
and when i'm drunk i dance like me dad
i've started to dress a bit like him
Early morning when i wake up
i look like kiss but without the make-up
and that's a good line to take it to the bridge

and you know and you know
'cos my life's a mess
and i'm trying to grow
so before i'm old i'll confess
you think that i'm strong you're wrong
you're wrong
i'll sing my song my song my song
My bed's full of takeaways and fantasies
of easy lays
the pause button's broke on my video
and is this real 'cos i feel fake
oprah winfrey and rikki lake
teach me things i don't need to know

If i did it all again i'd be a nun
the rain was never cold when i was young
i'm still young we're still young
life's too short to be afraid
step inside the sun
Life's too short to be afraid 
so take a pill to numb the pain
you don't have to take the blame

The problems inside you

Todos dicen que son cosas totalemente normales, que son cosas que pasan, que le pasa a todo el mundo, y que te entienden. Nadie sabe lo que uno piensa ni te pueden entender exactamente por mas que lo conozcas bien en el fondo. Todas las personas son diferentes. Nadie te va a comprender hasta que uno no viva algo parecido. Es una situación irritante, incomoda, e inentendible que no sabes que pensas o que podes llegar a pensar en algún momento. La vida es, como se dice, corta pero por dentro hay millones y millones de momentos con sentimientos raros que provocan risas, ganas de llorar, una especie de irritación con ganas de matar a alguien, un nudo en la garganta, sentir que estas en la nada y muchas veces felicidad.

En este momento no se que hacer, hay personas que a veces no entiendo como me pueden entender tanto, sentirlo tanto y es la persona mas importante que tengo. Esa persona siento que es muy parecida ami fue una de las personas con las que viví toda mi vida y por desgracia, ahora lo siento lejos. Pero está. Siempre estuvo. Nunca me dejo, nunca dudo de mi capacidad de hacer las cosas, de poder seguir adelante y es la persona que mas me ayudo en el transcurso de toda mi vida. Me gustaría que las cosas fuesen diferentes, hay otras personas que me encantaría poder volver a lo que era mi vida habitual con ella, por mas que ya no estén juntos y mas allá de todo lo que pase, los quiero con todo mi corazón.

Mi unico pensamiento

Every people know about the personal decisions of each. Nobody can change what is going to happen and what at some time I spend. There is a real world, the people are here and their feelings are living.

Sometimes, people think that anybody can change all but you'll never know if the things that you are doing are right.

The things that you have done have an intention.

Another people think that always the life is passing overhead. That you are one of the heap and you can't feel and being here.

Without your family, friends and relations you are alone. The good people are with the people that you can complete your own life. It's a part of you, inside you.

You generally, don't think about these important things. And I’m thinking now and the life is incredible.

The moments that you share, with the persons that more like are really special. The good things and the bad things continue being feelings and to be able to share them with someone that you estimate, it is the better thing that can happen to you.

I love my family and my friends; they are really my life, my complete life.